HAPPY BRITHDAY MARS!

YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL.
YOU NEVER FAIL TO BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY OR TO MAKE ME SMILE
IM SO GLAD TO HAVE KNOWN YOU AND TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE
THANKS FOR THE PMSES EVERYDAY, I LOVE YOU
THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU.
ALTHOUGH AT TIMES YOU GET ME REALLY PISSED, I STILL LOVE YOU. (I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT)
I TRUELY APPRECIATE OUR FRIENDSHIP AND I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU EVER!

i still remember my vow i made to you last year and i've kept it. ( i know you know )
Clubbing this thurs??

DANCE THE NIGHT AWAY WITH ME

xoxo

I didnt really do much for my birthday. My darling bibi brought me for ben & jerry's, so sweet thanks love!! i really enjoyed myself. I had like some brownie ice cream thing and he had banana something2. cant really remember but it was so fucking good! We didnt stay for long because there wasnt any smoking area there. We headed down to seletar reservoir to chill for abit. OMG! the scenery is so nice. bibi, we should do this more often yea. ILOVEYOU!! so anywayz, i'll upload photos soon. Im too busy today, heading down to bugis with my babygirls to meet the sponsors. OMG, im super stressed about M8 hopefully we'll be able to make it through, dont worry i have faith in all of us. will update soon. need to go get ready. LOVES!

hehe omg i cant wait! 2 more days to my birthday! finally, im legal to club dont have to sneak in anymore. hahaha but then again i'll miss the thrill. you know the feeling of satisfaction when you get to go in? haha so anw, was at mars place today with nas, steph and mars film group. we had dinner downstairs her place. the beef hor fun was damn shiokaduu ok but they should cut down on the black sauce. Homeclub on sat was pretty ok. Met up with my dearest jerri. Sheesha-ed at arab st then walked to homeclub. We decided to have a pre bday celebration since we're both always busy. =) i had alot of fun with you babe, we should do this more often. maybe once im done with my stupid projects ok. anywayz, the girls and i plan to go to arena on my bday but not too sure cos, 1. busy schedule 2. boyfie might not let 3. its the fasting mth. so yea. we'll see bout that. ok im freaking tired. will update soon. LOVES!

I havent blogged in a really long time due to the endless amount of projects. Seriously, i think im gonna faint. M8 sucks to the freaking core ok. Luckily i have nas in my group otherwise i think i'll just die. Besides that, my birthday is coming!! hehe 24th september. cant wait! i doubt i'll be celebrating becos of the fasting month and final year projects, i dunno. we'll see. anyway, here are some pics of THE DAYS gala premier. You guys have to go watch the movie ok thx.

meet marisse, i love you bitch

meet steph, my darling jm 9 yrs and counting

meet nas, i love you too! you suck.

mr nick! *steph's honey in white*

step sia our faces

suffian and the girls. hehe

Sometimes i wonder to myself, do i really want "this" for the rest of my life? I 've fallen too deep and im afraid i cant get out of it. I dont wanna loose you. Im just scared that this may not be what i want. If only things could be different. Im sorry but i dont know how to say it to you and this is my only way out. You said that if none of us is ever gonna give in then we can never be together. I can never find anyone else to replace you and now that i've fallen deeply in love with you, there's no way out. Im like stuck in a deep deep hole. Its hard for me to give up my religion like it is for you. Many a times people ask me, are you really gonna convert? and my answer is I dont know. Omg i seriously dont know what to do, im stuck and confused.


You are my happiness
you are my one true love
You are my everything
and angle that GOD
sent from above

Your eyes are like the sunshine
your beautiful as the sea
Your kisses feel so lovely to me
Thats why you are my everything

There are so many words
that can express how i feel
you make me feel so beautiful
you made this fairytale
become real

I know I'm not perfect
but ill always be true
i love you so much
ill do anything for you

i know love in the pass
has lead me the wrong way
but this time its real
its just something i can feel

You are my life
you are my dreams
you are everything to me
i hope one day you will marry me!!

You are my joy
you are my pain
life without you
i could not maintain

You are my husband
and i am your wife
Your the one that has
brightened up my life

And all because
you have loved me too
You are my everything!!!!
My fairytale that has come true!!!!

I had awesome fun with my girls yesterday, steph had two extra tickets for NDP so nas and i decided to go. City hall was so fucking packed with soo many people. I waited for steph at raffles city, i was looking out for her but couldnt find her because everyone was wearing the same colours. She was actually just standing infront of me. Waited for nas, cam-whored in the toilet, headed down to NDP. The show was good i enjoyed the fireworks display very muched. We kept laughing non-stop because there were so many funny people. Headed down to BK eating house for dinner. The food was delicious!! Steph's Mee sua was damn shiokk. I had Ban mian and Nas had Nasi Lemak. While i was buying my food, some weird guy gave me his number. He wrote his number on a piece of paper then asked nas to pass it to me. EEEE!! grosss shit. Overall, we had alot of fun! will update soon.

xoxo

everything happens for a reason

I love, i laugh, i live, i cry, i eat, i sleep, i drink, i smoke.
The long hours of school have wearied me out. i dont think i will be able to stay awake for the next 5mins36secs. I wanna see him, see him so badly. He's the reason for my smile. God, i love him! period.