everything happens for a reason

I love, i laugh, i live, i cry, i eat, i sleep, i drink, i smoke.
The long hours of school have wearied me out. i dont think i will be able to stay awake for the next 5mins36secs. I wanna see him, see him so badly. He's the reason for my smile. God, i love him! period.

a penny saved is a penny earned

I've come to realise that you dont need certain people and the bullshit they bring into your life. Im content with what i have now. I wanna go on a holiday, to a place where i can find peace and serenity. I cant wait for chinese new year. $$$. i need to SAVE!

hello love, take me away with you

I prefer to speak than write.
I wanna go on a magical journey.

Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourselves. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got heroin?

common sense is not so common

We live each day caught amidst in a dream state one in which we are unable to awaken.

Things happen around us and about us just as the sript is written.

Our futures are already planned out for us therefore, just as the actor on stage we portray the character day after day.

We are all characters playing our parts in this world our play but in the end, when its over our characters fade away.

hello everyone

Ok guys im back again. sorry for the irregular updates. i've been super busy. So many things have changed during this past few months, Good and bad. I'll start off with the bad stuff first ok, nearly got expelled from school because of attendance. ( as usual ) was given a last warning by my section head. Marisse and i have to retake our stupid audio module again next yr for 6 mths which is a waste of time. im dying to graduate this year. Seriously, i'll quit if i have to retake again next year. The good, filming for toni and guy grad show this saturday! looking forward to the $$$. hahaha. i really need to save man, i've been spending unnecessarily, oh well haha. i'll be going for an interview with silkair this sunday with my girl, jerry. Cant wait! wish me luck. so if i get this job, i'll quit school. Hopefully i get it tho, i've been waiting for this day to come. lalala!! Cant wait for tmr!! swimming and tanning with JM. i love you baby!